Red, white, and whole

Navigating eighth grade, Reha finds herself pulled between two worlds: 1983 America, where she is growing up, and India, where her parents did. As she struggles with the choice between being like her friends at school or being the way her parents--especially her Amma, or mother--want her to be, her world is shattered when Amma is diagnosed with leukemia. Classmates, friends, and family all come to the support of her and her father, bringing the two sides of her identity together. And as Amma battles her illness, Reha gains strength from her loved ones, discovering what it really means to be a hero. LaRocca's (Midsummer's Mayhem, 2019) historical novel in verse takes the reader through Reha's past and present, flowing as seamlessly as many of the songs often referred to within the poems. Reha's reaction to the devastation wrought by her mother's illness is realistic and heartbreaking. Readers who have experienced loss--as well as those who have not--will understand Reha's feelings and find comfort as she comes to see the beauty of her mother, which she understands will always be a part of her. Reha comes to view her life in terms of the "before and after" her mother's illness, and readers, too, will be changed by her story.

Gr 3--8--"I have two lives. / One that is Indian, / one that is not," 13-year-old Reha introduces herself. During the week, she "swim[s] in a river of white skin" at school; "on weekends / [she] "float[s] in a sea of brown skin and black hair and dark eyes." Her Indian immigrant parents seem to be at odds with her longing "to be like everyone else / to fit in." But then Reha's mother falls seriously ill, and the family must come together for an unimaginable future. With tragedy looming, Reha figures out how to unite her weekday and weekend selves and will herself whole. Priya Ayyar gently conveys Reha's burgeoning independence and her courageous resolve, enabling Indian American LaRocca's novel in verse to flow smoothly between two cultures, two worlds, and two identities as Reha finds her place as daughter, niece, and friend. VERDICT Although the narrative is set in 1983--making it historical fiction for most tween readers!--it's a timely, affecting #OwnVoices production that's suitable for all libraries.--Terry Hong, Smithsonian BookDragon, Washington, DC

It's 1983, and thirteen-year-old Reha feels she has "two lives." In one, she's a serious student who tries to make her Indian immigrant parents proud but is seen as an outsider (who speaks "Indian") at her predominantly white school. In her other life, Reha, who doesn't actually speak her parents' native languages, feels that "no matter where I go, / America or India, / I don't quite fit." These feelings intensify when her Amma (mother) is diagnosed with leukemia, goes through several rounds of chemotherapy, and, ultimately, succumbs to her illness. Composed of short, metaphor-rich poems, this verse novel weaves together complex narrative strands with sophistication. It does the double duty of giving voice to the hyphenated American experience and navigation of dual identities, while also representing the illness and loss of a parent with tenderness and fidelity to the stages of grief. Blood is a predominant metaphor, but it's not off-putting. The "red, white, and whole" of the title refers to "whole blood...the precious river in our arteries, our veins, our hearts," and represents both Amma's illness and Reha's more abstract yearning to belong wholly to one place. Give this emotionally powerful novel to immigrant, third-culture kids or anyone experiencing grief and loss. Julie Hakim Azzam May/June 2021 p.136(c) Copyright 2021. The Horn Book, Inc., a wholly owned subsidiary of Media Source, Inc. No redistribution permitted.

It's 1983, and 13-year-old Indian American Reha feels caught between two worlds. Monday through Friday, she goes to a school where she stands out for not being White but where she has a weekday best friend, Rachel, and does English projects with potential crush Pete. On the weekends, she's with her other best friend, Sunita (Sunny for short), at gatherings hosted by her Indian community. Reha feels frustrated that her parents refuse to acknowledge her Americanness and insist on raising her with Indian values and habits. Then, on the night of the middle school dance, her mother is admitted to the hospital, and Reha's world is split in two again: this time, between hospital and home. Suddenly she must learn not just how to be both Indian and American, but also how to live with her mother's leukemia diagnosis. The sections dealing with Reha's immigrant identity rely on oft-told themes about the overprotectiveness of immigrant parents and lack the nuance found in later pages. Reha's story of her evolving relationships with her parents, however, feels layered and real, and the scenes in which Reha must grapple with the possible loss of a parent are beautifully and sensitively rendered. The sophistication of the text makes it a valuable and thought-provoking read even for those older than the protagonist. An intimate novel that beautifully confronts grief and loss. (Verse novel. 11-15) Copyright (c) Kirkus Reviews, used with permission.

*Starred Review* Navigating eighth grade, Reha finds herself pulled between two worlds: 1983 America, where she is growing up, and India, where her parents did. As she struggles with the choice between being like her friends at school or being the way her parents—especially her Amma, or mother—want her to be, her world is shattered when Amma is diagnosed with leukemia. Classmates, friends, and family all come to the support of her and her father, bringing the two sides of her identity together. And as Amma battles her illness, Reha gains strength from her loved ones, discovering what it really means to be a hero. LaRocca's (Midsummer's Mayhem, 2019) historical novel in verse takes the reader through Reha's past and present, flowing as seamlessly as many of the songs often referred to within the poems. Reha's reaction to the devastation wrought by her mother's illness is realistic and heartbreaking. Readers who have experienced loss—as well as those who have not—will understand Reha's feelings and find comfort as she comes to see the beauty of her mother, which she understands will always be a part of her. Reha comes to view her life in terms of the "before and after" her mother's illness, and readers, too, will be changed by her story. Grades 5-8. Copyright 2021 Booklist Reviews.

Gr 5 Up—Indian American middle schooler Reha navigates growth and loss in this 1980s coming-of-age novel in verse. Thirteen-year-old Reha deals with ordinary concerns; she tries to stay true to her Indian culture while growing up with in the United States, and she grapples with a crush on a classmate. When her mother suddenly gets sick with leukemia, Reha's ordinary everyday concerns fade away and are replaced with the belief that if she is as virtuous as possible, she will save her mother's life. As the story goes on, Reha deals with her grief and builds a strong support network of friends and family to help her face her mother's illness. References to musicians such as Pat Benatar, the Beach Boys, and Cyndi Lauper firmly set this story in the 1980s, but the story otherwise feels modern. Reha's story is slow to start but quickly ramps up. Readers will be invested in her relationships with her parents and friends and will enjoy the evocative verse and emotional stakes. VERDICT A recommended purchase, perfect for fans of Other Words for Home by Jasmine Warga and Full Cicada Moon by Marilyn Hilton.—Kelsey Socha, Westfield Athenaeum, Westfield, MA